At least two men who were known for wearing turtlenecks died
last week. While Steve Jobs receives the kind of farewell that typically
conducts American presidents down the River Styx, you probably won’t hear about
Herman Sinaiko’s death on your evening newscast, or Slate, or CNN, or the
Huffington Post. But those who heard the University of Chicago professor talk
about Plato, Aristotle, art, criticism, beauty, knowledge, theater, and so many
other subjects, will agree that with a single discussion, he could change
something inside you, or rather, draw out some quality or thought that you
didn’t know was in you.
Sinaiko was hailed at UChicago for his dedication to
teaching undergraduates. He was one of the greatest teachers I’ve ever had, one
of the most humane people I’ve ever known, and a magnetic speaker. Listening to
Sinaiko was, I imagine, like listening to Cicero or Demosthenes. The measure of
this man was that he, in his greatness, didn’t make me feel small. Rather, he
made me feel great as well, and that I could do great things.
I used to attend rock concerts frequently, mostly smallish
venues with medium wattage artists, stars who would show up occasionally on the
radio and in Rolling Stone. Artists
you could walk up to after the show, and who would sign an autograph and shake
your hand. And though I invariably did approach them and ask them to sign my CD
liner notes, it was always an awkward affair. What would I say to these people
who didn’t know me, whom I would probably never talk to again? You were amazing? Thank you?
In June of this year, I was at the University of Chicago for
a day, and I happened to see Mr. Sinaiko walking rather jauntily on campus. I
hadn’t seen him in over ten years. I wanted to walk up to him and re-introduce
myself, but I didn’t. I suppose I was embarrassed to approach this monumental man who probably didn’t remember me, and tell him . . . tell him what? You were amazing? Thank you?
I wish I had gone up to him and interrupted him just
briefly. I would have told him that I took two classes with him, and in that
short time, he left me with this indelible message: it is noble to help the
helpless. It was the ethics not only of a humanist intellectual but of a
comic-book superhero. I think in the minds of many of his students, he was both.
1 comment:
Pretty much the best opening line to a blog post EVER. I'm very sorry to hear about your former professor. The incident kind of reminded me of the part with Kevin Kline in Orange County. That was quite an underrated movie, especially since the soundtrack was top notch.
Professors are often the superheroes of the intellectual, and rightly so.
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